Feel

Well, finally, I've finished an illustration for "The heart in the whole".(c) verityburns [link]
I think that is a key scene. In Chapter 7,[link] John and Sherlock laid in the bed, a 'Great Wall of Cushions' divided the bed right down the middle.
It is so sad when John said "I'm afraid that ship has sailed," (I'm dying.)
So I did a little change: John and Sherlock were face to face, with their hands on the cushions. I think if they thought the other had been asleep, perhaps they might raise their hands across the cushions to feel each other and pray dreams come true.

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這張圖大概是我畫同人圖以來最違背習慣的用色了XP畫的時候一直想到電影<海上花>的攝影集標題— 極上之夢。
"The Heart In The Whole"是第三集泳池爆炸後的故事，Sherlock因爆炸失明。(放心，這位作者不亂潑狗血XD) John暗戀著Sherlock導致生活照護上有些問題出現…… (John很克制，是Sherlock一直試他的底限)
這是第七章的情節，Sherlock終於如願說服John跟他睡同一張床 ，正直如John深怕自己在無意識的情況下去"搬弄Sherlock的腳" 就在中央弄了一道"靠墊長城"XD
我畫的跟作者描寫的情境有些出入，作者前段輕鬆敘述Sherlock十分懊惱John用靠墊長城抵擋他的色誘計畫，但在後段兩人的對話就很揪心，John因為Sherlock一開始拒絕他的暗示而認定Sherlock現在對他只是一種失去官能的依賴，他不要Sherlock因為感激或同情而跟自己發生關係，Sherlock對他嘗試的每一次接觸都是種折磨。(John那句"I'm afraid that ship has sailed,"太痛了啦>"<)
雖然作者沒有寫出來，但是我想當兩人都以為對方已熟睡的同時，也許會伸出手隔著靠墊感受對方存在的氣息，祈禱願望能夠成真。